哀（Kana-shimi）Sorrow
This letter has a meaning of “Sorrow.”
Originally, the upper side of this letter is a hat of dead person, and the underside is clothes of dead person. The middle is a mouth.
Therefore, the whole of this letter’s shape is hiding the mouth with clothes when someone died, and this letter has a meaning of sorrow.
Now we are having this card, it means there is deep sorrow in your heart, but your mouth is hidden not to open your heart, not to show your sorrow.
What you need to do now is noticing that you have sorrow, and let your sorrow open. It also would be a good way to say “I’m sad.” You don’ t need to hide it anymore.
Once you accept the sorrow, it would become the first step to change your situation.